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30 December 2009 @ 11:46 pm
As we draw near to the end of 2009, I miss a sense of who I was.. A sense of who I AM. Crap.

On a different note.. I put "crap." at the end of that statement instead of my favorite word "fuck." BECAUSE, im punishing myself and here is why:

I drove up to Wendy's drive through while in a heated argument on the phone.. I hung up the phone and continued with my order:
"I would like a large chili and a fucking potato." lol I could not believe myself. WHO SAYS THAT?! white trash ppl. the whitest of all white trash ppl.
to which the Wendy's employee responds:
"I'm sorry, did you say a broccoli and cheese potato." oh god, i lost it at this moment.

02 September 2009 @ 10:20 am
You're not a god, get over yourself.
29 May 2009 @ 02:58 pm
..I hope he gets ahold of me today.. just to say hi :)

He played bouncing souls on the jukebox.. it doesnt get any better than that. <3
28 May 2009 @ 12:33 am
Ive been talking to a lot of people of havent talked to in a year or greater.
Its been amazing.
Today I talked to someone, unfortunately it was only over the internet, but none-the-less I learned a great deal.

Tomorrow Im going to change my life completely, Or at least try it out, but I think its going to stick with me.

My road to a healthier, happier me.
I should really get that tattoo to mark this important occassion. I will. I will.

26 May 2009 @ 10:59 am
I like rain when im in my bed, or if its thunderstorming. But thats about it.
These past couple of weeks have been such a blast.

Well really just this past week.

Hung out in detroit last monday night.
-Saw some old friends.
-Got embarassingly drunk off of beer and whiskey, maybe a little vodka.
-Met some really cool people.
-Saw some new places.
-Woke up and my ass hurt. (this happens often, I fell, dur.)

Lots more drinking happened through the week days.. nothing significant.

Sunday night was CRAZY.
-Chugged beer for happy hour prices. I had 6 minutes, I got 3 pints down, I couldve done better. (Saved $1.50)
-Called Marjorie..aka Brenda, Derek's mom. Im too gullible.
-Shot of Absynthe, and 2 Rogue dead guys.
*Thats all I remember* but I heard some great stories of how much fun I had.
OH! But the bartender was SO HOT! And my friends told my manager I want to fuck him, great.
We went to three different bars, I remember being at one. Yikes.

Memorial Day
-Bob Evans (great hangover food!)
-Putt Putt and Ice Cream on the boardwalk <3

Im really happy with everything right now. :)
14 May 2009 @ 11:42 pm
I've had at least 3 ppl straight up ask me to fuck them this week.


Do I give off the wrong impression? Im not promiscuous by any means. And I am completely offended that someone whom ive never even slept with before would openly just ask me to fuck him... Im not easy. unless youre damn good looking... I make exceptions. ha

Im swearing off boys for a while. assholes.

At least I had fun with him last night. Hes a good guy <3 See you in a few more months.
12 May 2009 @ 09:41 am
But right now, with this hang over, and stupid assholes in my life, and funny drama at the bars: im in a "Less Than Jake - Shes Gonna Break Soon" kinda mood.

Went to Quaker Steak and Lube yesterday, honestly I prefer BDubs and you dont have to drive a 1/2 hour to get there. But im glad we went, now I know its nothing special. at least there was good company. OH BUT the best thing is, its this manly car restaurant and the only one ive ever been to that has a shelf for your purse.. score.

Two promising candidates.. ill let you know what happens <3
10 May 2009 @ 11:25 pm
... makes me want to be in love.

I hate crushes.

I want a new tattoo/microdermal anchors..

I think im going to grow my hair out.. this is a very bad idea, at least it takes two seconds to fix.

Money and being fat are huge issues for me right now. Im a poor balloon. bummer.

Sandusky is alive my friends.. boomin'
06 May 2009 @ 01:01 pm
I woke up on a couch, freezing, at 6:30am.
No one is around, in a big house that is completely unfamiliar to me.
I cant find my purse, my shoes, or my roommate.
Luckily I found my phone on the floor, in the middle of the walkway.

Happy Cinco De Mayo! I won't be drinking again for a while.
04 May 2009 @ 01:40 pm
Completely stressed out, for the stupidest of reasons.

Ok, so school is a pretty good reason to be stressed out, but thats not the main issue here.

I wish I could be happy just being single, but I need boys to be happy. This summer should actually be fun, as far as relationships go.. at least I have high hopes.

Wheres the fast forward button?

School will be over in two days, and I will be at a Bouncing Souls show. Thank the Lord above.

OH YEAH! Weekend recap.. Rode quads a lot.. my thumb still hurts but it was a blast. I love being in northern michigan, especially campfires. Played cards and frisbee.. granted it was poker (GROSS) it was still fun. Overall a nice relaxing weekend.
The best part: voicemail from sami thursday night. <3 "fucking nuts"